He's walking towards the other side of the room now. I pictured him sitting beside me moments before and now, he's walking towards me. He sits right beside me. We see a new life through a screen. As a boy jokes about it, he calls him a douche.
Why? What's the reason for calling the boy a douchebag whenever I laugh? He kept saying jokes about the movie, so why can't the boy? He hates the sound of the movie, he hates the singing. I do too, but it's adorable at the same time. A little while ago, he was speaking of another life... a game. Talking about how awesome it is. I think those lives are awesome too, he probably just doesn't know it.
He made me feel important when he sat beside me as we all watched the life before us. He makes me feel important every time he speaks to me. Every time he laughs with me. Every time he even looks at me, even if it's just for a second (literally).
A girl told me that him and I look cute together... I believe it. Her and another girl said we should be together... I believe it too. I think we should, but that's because I really do... I really do love him. I just feel it. I can tell.
But he doesn't see me the way I see him. I mean, it's good, I guess. I don't want his words to be a plain clone of my words. I want him to like me, because he likes me. I don't want him to pretend it.
I guess I'm happy he was honest with me before. I just wish he could get to know me more before he denies me. :/
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